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Blood On My Hands

from Escapism. by The City At Night

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Catching my breath, but it’s sinking. What have you done? I alway told myself, “When life got hard, I will try to be strong enough to overcome my fears.” Well look at me now. I am weak, a murderer, a coward. It’s now a part of me. It runs through my veins. I alway told myself, “When life got hard, I will try to be a pillar of strength.”

Blood on my hands, the colour fades but the feeling is stained forever. I never meant to. It was one punch and then his head hit the ground. He stopped moving, he stopped breathing, his eyes rolled back in his head. I can’t recall the last time I felt so scared.

I always told myself, “well I’ve got heart, I will try to be stronger than this coward I’ve become,” like the coward I’ve become. I’ve ran away from everything, but I can’t run from you. If there is a heaven and you’re there, will you forgive me? If there is a heaven and you’re there, can you forgive me? I’m now a shell of a man. So fucking selfish, so fucking senseless. I ruined your life. If there’s a heaven will you forgive me?

If there’s a heaven will you forgive me? If you’re in heaven can you forgive me?

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from Escapism., released November 16, 2014

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